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Michael is back from Honduras.
My Episode of House
My Episode of House
INT. THE CLINIC - DAY
HOUSE sits in front of a patient and rolls his eyes before he tips his bottle of Vicodin to his lips and chucks . . . more
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People say I'm:
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Describe Yourself:
My self-perception? I don't know. How much do we actually think about ourselves? I know I am continually dissatisfied with myself, constantly seeking means of fine-tuning my actions in accordance with my convictions, I generally try to have the purest intentions. I am striving to understand people in the current timeframe and in the broader view of human history. A lot of my time on the Internet is spent researching; if Jacques Cousteau pops into my head, I do a search and read as much as I can on him, just as an example. I write books, I paint primairly in oils and am fascinated with it because it's a classical medium. I sometimes think I wasn't meant for this world, because I have a difficult time relating to the people around me. I feel this a lot, in fact, and struggle quite a bit with it in my head. It can make you feel very lonely while you're surrounded by people. Strange, that.
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On Gather, I'm Looking For ...:
an avenue to express thoughts, ideas -- sort of exercise bike for my brain. I want to seek an interactive medium where people have to think before they speak, like I have to all the time. It sort of levels the playing field.
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Favorite Music, Artists, Genres:
My musical interests are broad: I've gone through a phase of absolutely adoring 1930s-1950s jazz/blues female vocalists (Sarah Washington,
Etta James,
Billie Holliday,
Nina Simone is a little more modern),
some Marie Laforet,
anything popular from 1930 to 1965 (big band,
early rock,
Motown,
Frank Sinatra,
Dean Martin,
Elvis Presley,
The Beatles) because I'm fascinated with the cult of personality -- what can make people go crazy when one person steps onstage,
Led Zeppelin,
I listen to metal (Living Colour,
Rammstein,
Disturbed) when working out,
I like Spanish music (Los Lobos,
Julio Iglesias,
the Gypsy Kings),
Hindi music (some Ravi Shankar,
Asha Bhosle,
and -- what the hell -- I'll throw Krishna Das in there),
Classical,
film soundtracks,
Puccini,
Andrew Lloyd Webber ... wow. I think it would easier just to say I despise modern Country (though I like Johnny Cash and Hank Williams,
Sr. -- the old stuff) and Jazz,
because it bends the rules of music theory beyond enjoyment.
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Interests and Activities:
I like world history,
great personalities of history,
the social structure of civilizations,
religions (I have read the Bible,
the Qu'ran,
the Bhagavad-Gita,
the Srimad Bhagavatam,
the Upanisads,
I have been to Catholic church,
Protestant Church,
Buddhist temple ...),
the roots and formation of religion and law,
psychology (mass and individual),
languages (Russian,
Arabic and Chinese,
I'm continuously learning all three),
anatomy and physiology,
earth sciences; I write books with illustrations,
drawing (graphite and charcoal),
painting with oil and water based pigments,
writing music (I just connected my MIDI mapper to my computer!) mostly for symphony orchestra and some for band,
martial art (Jeet Kune Do,
aikido,
hapkido,
some muay Thai and Krav Maga),
weightlifting,
elliptical trainer (the most awesome workout to me),
study-study-study!
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Wish List:
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My Message To You:
Everyone goes to drugs,
alcohol,
television,
movies,
other people,
to try to make them feel a certain indefinable SOMETHING -- a joyful fulfillment -- and the more it feels generated and untrue,
the more and harder they search. There is nothing outside of you that will give you joyful fulfillment -- not helping the poor,
not helping the rich,
not greagiousness,
intoxication,
addiction,
freedom -- only you can determine what you feel,
think,
and focus on,
but no one ever uses that power. Enlightenment is waiting to be discovered INSIDE YOU,
to be experienced every moment of every day.
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